Refleksja nr 3

Myślę że, spodobało się komuś moje opowiadanie :) (O ile ktoś wogóle je przeczytał)
Z zamiarem kontynuowania tego opowiadania zamieszczam mapkę stworzonego przeze mnie miejsca :D

Pozdrawiam 

Vampirek...

01.06.1977 (of Kathrin’s Diary)

Why? Ellie is die.
I don’t belive it. I hope that she is happy. She broke my heart but I forgive her once upon a time. I want she thank you very much. I love she, I miss she… I love Finnick and I see with him your. Bye Ellie… forever. I can’t write because I can't hold back my tears any longer.

14.05.1977 (of Ellie’s Diary)

Dear Diary. Tonight it was a terrible thing to happen. I narrate abaut this. 

Yesterday I came to the Moon Lake. This night was very cold. I could find Kathrin and Finnick. I saw a two people on jetty from afar. They are my friends. I thought that they will commit suicide. I began run. Katy scared me and she fell in the water. Finnick dived and he came to Katy’s aid. All was alright by the time… Finnick sustained thermal shock. Katy ran to my home, that Adrianne call for help. After thirty minutes come in rescue helicopter. Early morning I, Katy and aunt Adrianne went to the hospital. It turned out that Finnick need a transplate heart. I must help him. Now I get the chance…

13.05.1977 (of Ellie’s Diary)

I couldn’t find Kathrin, consequently I went to her house. I came round and I didn’t see Katy. There I haven’t yet found her. For sure She could sense that she thought it is her fault. I must find Katy at all costs. When I was getting out I saw leaf. Katy wrote something for me? 

"Dear Ellie. 

I’ll just see you that I like you. I acknowledge for something… I love Finnick and he love me. We went to the Moon Lake. We will be ourselves. I’m sorry for all. 

Take care of yourself and lot of kisses for us"

I’m afraid that it was a something to happen. I don’t know what they will do.

Refleksja nr 2

Co do ostatnich wpisów. Czym jest miłość? Uczucie które krzywdzi, niszczy, przelewa krew... z pozorów radosne, szczęśliwe, prawdziwe... Prawdziwe uczucia są najcenniejszą rzeczą, jednak nie każdy ich doświadcza. Romantyczność, wieczna miłość pojawiają się w dzisiejszym świecie tylko w filmach. Ludzie nie potrafią rozmawiać, mówić prawdy, szczerze oceniać. Wyjątków jest niewiele, lecz jak już są to inni ich nie akceptują. Jak jednocześnie mądrze myśleć i kochać? 

12.05.1977 (of Kathrin’s Diary)

I visited Finnick. He was very sad but when I came, he gave a smile.
– What’s the matter?
– …nothing
– I see that you’re sad.
– Kathrin… I … I have a cancer.
I couldn’t cath my breath. I cried.
– Katy, I don’t died yet.
– Oh, Finnick… You lied …
– Unhappily, that’s true.
– No, it was about that, therefore you gave me up.
– Yes… I really love you.
– How Ellie does that sound?
– It’s wheels within wheels.
– She’s only my best friend.
– I only love you.
We huddled together.
– You’ll be alright – I said
– You and I’ll be safe and sound…
– …and forever together.
I came to home. I’m writting a note for Ellie. I know that Ellie will start find me.

28.04.1977 (of Ellie’s Diary)

 It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes. Unfortunately, it's not that easy. I must give some tought to it all.

04.04.1977 (of Kathrin’s Diary)

I did the worst thing yet in my life. I wounded Ellie. I know I should refrain, but I love Finnick only too. He said – I don’t know… who love I? Then I was explaining him that he should love Ellie, he kissed me. I understood that he really love me…

04.04.1977 (of Ellie’s Diary)

I, Katy and Finnick decided that we go to the glade. We had a picnic. We talked and ate for hours. We looked back on our childhood. It seemed, that I anew got to know him. Kathrin had sadness written all over her face. I understood, if I fell head over heels in love with Finnick, I wrecked our friendship. We swore that „We remain best friends forever”. I didn’t doom my old friendship for oblivion. Then, We went onto the beach. I came home for moment. I’ll take a jug of lemonade. I saw how they kiss, when I going out. Then, I threw on rock a jug. You know, when you want to forget, you don't want to see things, so I just go to my room, to lock yourself inside.

Refleksja nr 1

Jeżeli ktoś wogóle czyta (mam nadzieję że niedługo takich osób będzie więcej), to polecam muzyczny nastrój moich wpisów. Polega on na tym, że do każdego notatkowego wpisu przypisana jest piosenka oddająca jej nastrój, przekaz etc. Co do refleksji to chodziło mi o to aby ująć w tym opowiadaniu/pamiętniku życie jakiego jeszcze nie poznaliśmy. Nie mam tu na myśli romansików tylko pragnę stworzyć w tym pamiętniku poważną i wciągającą fabułę. Pozdrawiam i czekam na czytelników. 

Vampirek...

27.03.1977 (of Kathrin’s Diary)

Dear Diary, today I visited my best friend – Ellie. She is girl of medium-lenght, black hair. She has got green eyes and pale complexion. I told Ellie about Finnick. He love her. I and Finnick bust up three mounths ago. We quarreled upon Ellie’s arrival… Finnick is a handsome boy. He’s eighteen years old. Finnick has dark short hair and delicate voice. His eyes is like a nightfall. Four years ago I, Ellie and Finnick met by the Moon Lake. We played hide and seek. Ellie found me and Finnick exclusively after two hours. We hid under jetty. I kiss him for first time. Ellie go away soon after this day. I never remember she, but I fall in love with Finnick…

27.03.1977 (of Ellie’s Diary)

Last night I dreamt of my future life. I exult at awoke up. It was very strange and different. This dream forecast my life, my emotion, my future procedure. I knew… I must lit candle of friendship with people. This night I couldn’t sleep with my bed. I went to the garden. It’s going to very calm morning. I just closed my eyes for a short time… I heard the sound of waves sea and birdsong. I love it. This place is magic, mysterious and fabulous. I saw a small forest, near to the beach. I take a walk. I saw there a lot of anemones while I was getting to the forest. The forest was extraordinarily quietly. I smelt scented of anemones in the air. I got pleasure out of this breathing space. I walked around about one hour yet. I finally came back to the garden. That weren’t all that pretty. The empty house filled with an eerie melody. I felt a little afraid when I was entering to house. Then I saw Katherine did she take hair down. She is beautiful girl of long, thick, blond hair. She’s seventeen years old. Katy has delicate complexion, and sky-blue eyes. Usually, she wear ivory, airy dress. She’s my best friend. 
– I could show you what you want to see, and take you where you want to be – she said – You are so tough, if it’s about this place. 
– I really don’t think this is a good time. 
– Oh, Yes… This is a good time for removal ! 
– No. I know, what is good for me. 
– You’re stubborn. 
– I know. 
– Words fail me ! 
– Oh, Katy, I don’t need any help. 
– Ellie! You need my help… you need some help. 
– Let’s not bicker. 
Then Katy got up of the house. I catch she up in front of forest. ­­­
– Kathrin, you musn’t huff. 
– I will only so that you can enjoy life.
– Thank you very much, but I know one’s own mind. 
– You’re welcome. 
– Remember me to Finnick 
– Okay, I hear that, you love him. 
– What? 
– Now, don't pretend you don't understand me. You be best friends with Finnick from childhood. 
– I think, that Finnick love you. 
– Unfortunately, I carry a torch for he. 
– I never knew that. 
– Don’t you get it yet? 
– No, I don’t. 
– He love you… 
– I don’t belive you! 
– …just belive… 
– Goodbye! 
– See you soon – she said this so softly and convincingly, that I belive her. 
I came back to my home. For the rest of the day I stay in it. I reflect on my love for whole evening.

18.03.1977 (of Ellie's Diary)

18.03.1977 (of Ellie’s Diary)

Dear Diary. I’m Ellie Moor. I’m sixteen years old. Newly I live in île sombre. This island is in France. My parents left me with aunt Adrienne, about three mounts ago. Through twelve years I live in Aménité. Before parents left me here, I live in Lyon. I don’t go to school. I have a home education. I don’t like it but the nearest school is very far away. Adrianne is warm and friendly women. She’s twenty-five years old. She works in Aménité from six a.m. to six p.m. . She hasn’t got a car but she has got a motorboat. Important to she can punt. We live in wooden house in seaside. Our house has got two floors. On downstairs are living room with terrace, kitchen and bathroom. Instead, on up stairs is only bedroom my aunt with balcone. In attic is my room. It is beautiful balcone with flowers. From my room is the amazing sea view. Oh, I almost forgot, we have got there a big beautiful garden. Great garden is my favorite place, because it is very three-dimensional, it is possible to be cooled under tree, but distribute basin lat, tent or oversleep on hammock. There water mesh and swing are placed too. There I like to rest. Two kilometers away is a town Aménité. We do grociery shopping there twice a week. In Aménité live four hundert people. Children and young people learn with home. Usually their parents organise trip and joint meeting. The weather always is nice i.e. it is warm and sunny. 

I see golden, pleasantly warm, smooth sand laying all over, constituting the border between the land and water. The sea itself is a boundless water region. Its surface is continuously ruffled by the wind, forming delicate waves that splash against the shore with a mild hum. It's a vast, deep blue space extending itself right to the furthest point of the horizon. Also, for ages did poets sing the praises of the view of a sunset by the sea. I remember warm pink, red and orange sky with a giant ginger shiny ball sinking in the mildly waving sparkling water. Everybody keeps stating that it is one of the most beautiful views you can possibly dream of. I love this place.

Pamiętnik czas zacząć

Zapraszam na pamiętnikowe wydanie "Zaginionej wyspy" jak i na małe refleksje między nimi :D