27.03.1977 (of Ellie’s Diary)

Last night I dreamt of my future life. I exult at awoke up. It was very strange and different. This dream forecast my life, my emotion, my future procedure. I knew… I must lit candle of friendship with people. This night I couldn’t sleep with my bed. I went to the garden. It’s going to very calm morning. I just closed my eyes for a short time… I heard the sound of waves sea and birdsong. I love it. This place is magic, mysterious and fabulous. I saw a small forest, near to the beach. I take a walk. I saw there a lot of anemones while I was getting to the forest. The forest was extraordinarily quietly. I smelt scented of anemones in the air. I got pleasure out of this breathing space. I walked around about one hour yet. I finally came back to the garden. That weren’t all that pretty. The empty house filled with an eerie melody. I felt a little afraid when I was entering to house. Then I saw Katherine did she take hair down. She is beautiful girl of long, thick, blond hair. She’s seventeen years old. Katy has delicate complexion, and sky-blue eyes. Usually, she wear ivory, airy dress. She’s my best friend. 
– I could show you what you want to see, and take you where you want to be – she said – You are so tough, if it’s about this place. 
– I really don’t think this is a good time. 
– Oh, Yes… This is a good time for removal ! 
– No. I know, what is good for me. 
– You’re stubborn. 
– I know. 
– Words fail me ! 
– Oh, Katy, I don’t need any help. 
– Ellie! You need my help… you need some help. 
– Let’s not bicker. 
Then Katy got up of the house. I catch she up in front of forest. ­­­
– Kathrin, you musn’t huff. 
– I will only so that you can enjoy life.
– Thank you very much, but I know one’s own mind. 
– You’re welcome. 
– Remember me to Finnick 
– Okay, I hear that, you love him. 
– What? 
– Now, don't pretend you don't understand me. You be best friends with Finnick from childhood. 
– I think, that Finnick love you. 
– Unfortunately, I carry a torch for he. 
– I never knew that. 
– Don’t you get it yet? 
– No, I don’t. 
– He love you… 
– I don’t belive you! 
– …just belive… 
– Goodbye! 
– See you soon – she said this so softly and convincingly, that I belive her. 
I came back to my home. For the rest of the day I stay in it. I reflect on my love for whole evening.