04.04.1977 (of Ellie’s Diary)

I, Katy and Finnick decided that we go to the glade. We had a picnic. We talked and ate for hours. We looked back on our childhood. It seemed, that I anew got to know him. Kathrin had sadness written all over her face. I understood, if I fell head over heels in love with Finnick, I wrecked our friendship. We swore that „We remain best friends forever”. I didn’t doom my old friendship for oblivion. Then, We went onto the beach. I came home for moment. I’ll take a jug of lemonade. I saw how they kiss, when I going out. Then, I threw on rock a jug. You know, when you want to forget, you don't want to see things, so I just go to my room, to lock yourself inside.